ChiChi-Usera

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Ingenue by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Ingenue

Ingenue Christians that ignore Love, Buddhists that worship Pride- In this moment I can no longer hide. They all ran for cover, in another bed of love's darkness. Weeping that there was no alternative to Dawn's first light. Dreaming, a time where all this wasn't Real. When I treasured regret, and dove into the verbs of the moment.

86,000 by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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86,000

86,000 Wasted 86,000 seconds- I will never get them back. It seems a tragic mystery of misplaced boredom misery. (Which not a soul should bear.) I'm trapped in the last stanza of yesterday's repetitive clichéd experience. Driven to the highly plausible conclusion that it all didn't make sense. Truly wallowing in sorrowing- Where enjoyment and self-delusion Were bred. To look out the window of this empty filled tomb- A remorse filled man, Drinking Pandora's last poison kiss- Hope.

Poetria by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Poetria

Poetria There's irony in cheating, on a mistress. One that has a rhyme all its own. I use to coo her in the parks w/ lengthy diction (dark) She'd shroud me in winter, when the lack of light- pricked me just- so. I'd argue w/ her style- fickle, drab, gaudy. She'd spit on me and run to the bed of another, lonely, drunken, prophet. Slowly crawl back to my tired eyes for one more penny picture show. Tied- to whether or not I could muster another performance- Drenched in either: Joy or blood.

Cat Moon by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Cat Moon

Cat moon The Cheshire moon smiles, Cuts beneath my laughter And Drowns the stars in lovely Luminous death. Shedding the bad day. Grudge and the symptoms of post traumatic- automatic drama. Drains my dazed headache, Sipped with aspirin and parental neglect that was somehow recollected from now. But the static charge of Pleasure's first kiss- Doesn't tell you Forever has no Timeline. I stand on a precarious precipice, Where I lean into curiosity and fear- Dangling on the last whisper this Strange encounter has brought me.

Haunt by ChiChi-Usera, literature

Goodbyes and Misty Eyes by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Goodbyes and Misty Eyes

Goodbyes and Misty Eyes Maybe sometime in the not too distant afterthought of the moment- (Where I didn't have to think of you) They'll be some type of peace- Some sense of closure- Where I don't have to wonder If there's any shred of dignity and soul juice left in my chest. I lament that probability never gave me a second look. I believed what I saw w/ the eyes of transparent intuition. I take solace by the fact that denying your reflected emotion cut a deeper shade of red than perhaps I'm aware. But you'll always be my scarlet harlot on the street corner of my life. (You never took folded paper only drops of spirit.

When Verbs Become Knives by ChiChi-Usera, literature

Astrology by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Astrology

Astrology I was born under Angry Shiva’s star. She birthed me in mirth, When I didn’t reach The expected holy land There was a cringe. Saddled with the guilt That there was more to be done and less to be spoken. Drunken with the Sunken captain’s Shipwreck. The ancient star map Was measured in the misstep. (Aquarius trembled at the lack of water.) Here is where I washed away Everything And swallowed up My lack of hope- That reason wasn’t alone.

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Souix Girl by ChiChi-Usera, literature

Ingenue by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Ingenue

86,000 by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Poetria by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Poetria

Cat Moon by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Cat Moon

Haunt by ChiChi-Usera, literature

Goodbyes and Misty Eyes by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Goodbyes and Misty Eyes

When Verbs Become Knives by ChiChi-Usera, literature

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Feb 4
United States
Deviant for 19 years
christianusera.weebly.com
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Current Residence: Spirit
Favourite genre of music: Metal, grunge, any rock that's good.
Favourite photographer: Man Ray
Favourite style of art: Poetry, Pen Nibs, Graphic novels, Painting (Acrylics and Spray Paint) Photography.
Operating System: Mac OS
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Shell of choice: Turtle
Skin of choice: Doggie fur :)
Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim, Samurai Jack, Woody Wood Pecker, Daria, Wile E. Coyote
Personal Quote: "I'm in a bear suit!"- Invader Zim

Favourite Visual Artist

Dali, Picasso, Rico Fonseca(*He is not well known, but REALLY cool)...

Favourite Movies

Too many...Fight Club, Seven, Igby goes down, Big Lebowski, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas...Stuff

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Deftones, Tool, Muse, Pusifer, APC, ect.

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe, Neruda, Kafka, Nabokov, Joseph Heller, Paulo Coelho, Neil Gaiman.

Favourite Games

Life.

Favourite Gaming Platform

The Mind.

Tools of the Trade

pen, ink, camera, pencil, charcoal, Adobe, Spray Paint! Acrylic Paint

Other Interests

Poetry, drawing, photography, chilling w. friends, hiking, traveling, watching movies.

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ChiChi-Usera

Aug 5, 2014

Devious Journal Entry

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Please visit my official art website: www.christianusera.weebly.com It's got updates, new artwork, news and more! You can also follow me on Twitter via @CNUtheAuthor I look forward to connecting with the deviant art community through all my social media outlets. Much love, -Chi Chi

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ChiChi-Usera

Jan 1, 2014

2014

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Well it's another year I suppose. 2013 was a weird and wild ride. I'm a home owner, I've moved for like the seventh time in life and I'm trying to balance work and play. Today I'm reflective of the past as I look back at all my former friendships and relationships. Perhaps two or three in particular I suppose. The common theme of these interactions is that somehow things got more complicated than they needed to be. Perhaps many things are complicated in life, but love isn't really one of them from what I gather. Love is simple: You either love someone or you don't. They either love you or they don't. End of story. Looking back at a note

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ChiChi-Usera

Jun 18, 2013

M.I.A

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Dear readers/watchers,    I'm terribly sorry I've been absent for the past few months, but life has been busy as all hell. I'm currently in the process of moving to Toledo, Oh. It's actually going to be quite the process, but given my current living situation in Denver is not positive, I felt it necessary to move on toward something better. For the first time in my life I am a home owner and I'm happy to see what life has to bring me. Life is an adventure and is meant to be enjoyed. (Anyone telling you differently is either full of shit or trying to sell you something...) I don't know where life is going to take me, however it's definite